I dont understand whats going on with me, all of a sudden im getting all emotional about a boy, and the thought of another girl getting him before me just rubs me the wrong way. I know its way to late for me to be even thinking about it, but seeing the guys I lust fall for differnt girl, just gets under my skin, especially when the girl is taking themfor granted, or is mistreating.I know im reading to much into this, but its how im feeling, the pain and annoyance( cause it seems to always happen) is so aggrivating I feel that I just may have to shut myself off from boys and throw rocks at them forever. Jealousy...just don't understand it. I need to go to bed before I over analyze this